Saturday, 13 March 2021

Rndm

4 Days! I have fuckn problem with my sleep. I am so tired. My mind and body is so tired. I need a comfort. I need a hug. I need motivation before lose my mind. My body is getting weak each day. I don't know when will I fall.
I always found myself gasping so hard to breath. I want to rest. I want to run away.

Random 3/14/2021

Its been a while since the last time I wrote something in this page of mine. I really hope everything is going well as well as my mind.
I am kinda feel tired of something I always do everyday and wanting to have a good rest and scape for a while. I want to run somewhere. I want to relax my mind, body and soul. 
I need hug and comfort from a person who I wanted to be with. I know, I can't be so demanding. I can't be so clingy. I can't act like a baby. But I am too emotional and sensitive. I need it badly.
I just want to have his time. Just a few hours. Why he can't? Does it mean I am not important?