Entry (02/19/2015)

Acting weird? I just don't mind this things. Actually it's killing me. I just wanna shout, cry, and die. What should I do to escape this kinda feeling. That feeling I really don't want to be. Sucks! Life is so damn funny.

Pero anong gagawin ko? Kailangan ba lagi nalang akong tatakas? Kailangan ba lagi ko nalang sarilihin? Nakakasawa na kasi, ano bang dapat? Dapat ba lagi akong mahirapan? Dapat ba lagi akong masaktan? Dapat ba ganito lagi? Nabuhay pa ko! Sana pala natuluyan nalang ako noon. Sana pala tinuluyan ko na talaga yung sarili ko noon.

Hayssss. Hirap ng buhay. Hindi ko na sin maintindihan. Hayss bigti nalang.