Entry (01/30/2016)

Escaping is the thing what I am doing. I want pain to let me go. I feel so hopeless. I can take it anymore. I just found myself, travelling to a place that I never know. Yes, I am here somewhere far from my home. I am not sure at this, but all I want is peace. I am to hurt by his words, yeah I feel so betrayed. How can he tell me he loves me if always thinks many negative things about me. It is not what I want to happened. I hurt by his words. His accusations strikes me in pain, that all I want is to cry, but how can I do that, I don't have someone to show my weakness. His not proud of me, he doesn't really cares about my feeling. He cares those shits, he cares for those people that might thing he is not worth, that he is nothing. It is easy to forget those physical pains, but emotions are hard. 

I'm here for I don't know why, please I need someone to talk, so that I can get out of this place. I don't want to be alone like this.